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Tonight I can’t write. I am exhausted.
Physically, mentally, emotionally. Drained.
What is this intense feeling?
Rejection ?? Loneliness ??
Overwhelming sadness ??
Tonight I take a break.
Tonight I am alone. In every way.
Was it wrong to have believed in us?
Are we capable of creating
Such grand illusions in our minds
Of togetherness, companionship, trust, love?
To only let it all fall apart so suddenly..?
Tonight the moon shines bright.
As we all carry our hurts and truths
Safely inside our secretive minds
She seems to laugh at our naïveté
For we cling on to our pasts and forget
Our future is so within our reach.
Tonight I crave rest. A long rest in peace.
Maybe this time I should let it be
Yet another time for this heart to bleed
For this pain cuts right through
In one single thought. One single text.
Tonight I don’t have the words.