sometimes its as though I need to keep myself busy … so busy that I
dont really have any time to think … to reflect on where I’ve been,
who I am and where I am headed … this will happen only if I allow it
to happen … but if my past is not so pleasant then I have my first
roadblock already in place!! … how am I ever going to get past it to
my present and therefore get to see my future … guess the answer is
ME … its all in my hands and unless I decide to give myself the
chance, it ain’t gonna happen … well, I know its easy to say it, a bit
difficult to write it down and very hard to actually do anything about
it … but you know what, it is in our very spirit to work towards happiness
and if we realize that it is really in our hands then its only a matter
of time and of course our will to make it happen … and sometimes
seeing it or having it actually being said to you helps!! … so I am helping
myself *smile* … and I am not ever going to give up on myself …
and like Mary Oliver said...
I don’t want to end up simply having visited this world.