so here i am … back in my own space after visiting a lot of sites of interesting people … and now after subscribing like crazy to the sites of many lovely fellow xanga-ians, now i dont seem to have enuf time to write my own blogs !!!
works been quite hectic of late and i am really overwhelmed by it all sometimes (luckily this feelin passes as quickly as it sets in…) … the number of active clients we are assisting is increasing so rapidly that its scary …. missing even a single call on my mobile drives me crazy as i wonder whether it was someone in need … again, sometimes i dont pick up calls from family and friends as i am just tired of talking … but then agian, sometimes i think maybe i was born to talk (*LOL*) and then again, maybe not!!
was reading the last blog in sanfranmami’s site and began to wonder about what i felt about God, Religion, etc etc … basically, i am a Hindu (like jennifer’s husband) but have never been one to follow rites, rituals, visit temples, etc etc … reasons are many and im not going into that now … but what i believe in is that we all need someone or something to believe in when all else fails … its just a coping mechanism or like a cushion to break to your fall (coz everyone falls…sometime) … i have been thru a lot of trying times, traumatic phases, unbelievably testing times and each time i have reached very close to breaking point … somehow after i have bounced back (which happens mostly else i wont b here :), i look back on what happened and i learn a lot from it … also realise that at some point i have reached out to some power and have found some solace in it … not that problems disappeared or miracles happened (nah…) but just made me hang on … know what i mean?
well thats enuf for today … me gotta take a break as i am so exhausted … its been a long day and we have had a power problem and i have been sitting in my cabin without a light or any form of air !!! ciao